To Jesus,

Hi there, Happy Birthday.

I just wanna say thank you for all the things that you have given to me. Thank you for giving me another special day and year to live, and for the chance to continue my journey. Thank God for making me strong. Thanks to my Family and Friends, they’re one of the best gifts that I have received from you, and I’m so lucky to have them in my life. I’m so grateful to have a friend who’s very close to my heart. I’m so thankful for them; they’re treating me as their own family. And I love this feeling; I really love the way how they treat me. It feels like I’m part of that family. I’m so thankful for that.

Lord, all I want to receive this Christmas is LOVE and PEACE OF MIND.  I know you already know what I wanna say. J

Thank you…

-carla Camille-

To Santa,

Hi Santa, How are you?

Yule tide season is in the air, is my gift ready?

All I really want to receive from you this Christmas is luxury car, but I know it’s too impossible. That’s why I’ll ask you to give me a wonderful gift that I wouldn’t forget for the rest of my life. That’s all I want. Than you Santa, I’ll wait for you… J

-Carla Camille-

To Mama and Kuya,

I love you and thank you. That’s all I can say…

To mama, thank you for your unselfish love to us. If somebody asks me how I will describe you in one word, I will immediately say ‘STRONG.’  You know why? Simply because you are so brave everytime. And you won’t let problems to ruin us. Thanks mama for being strong. That’s one of your characteristic I really love the most. I really love you ma.

To kuya, Hey you, thankyou. You’re so nice to me. I love the way how we treat each other. Though they don’t see it good, I know that is our way to show our love to each other. Thank you Kuya, I really Love you.

I’m willing to do everything for you guys! J

- Carla Camille-

To papa,

How are you there?

Next week I’m 18. I want to see you. But I know it’s too impossible. I know that there is something more important that you really have to accomplish. I have many things that I really want to say/share to you. Sometimes I can’t control myself to get envy to my classmates who have fathers in our graduation. I also wanna hang out with you, spend times with you. But what shall I do? You’re not here. I wanna hear you calling me anak. So sad. Anyaway, I just wanna greet you Merry Christmas. I love you papa. J




P.S:
I wish you we're here on my birthday! i love you...

-Carla Camille-

All I really want to receive from you is slippers, if you’ll ask me why I would just simply say because I wanna walk with you.

Are you living in the past, present or future

 Tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Mt 6:34)

Many of us are burdened, if not caught up with our past. More than the consequences of our past actions, we let the memory of the past drag us down. We like to hit the rewind button in our memory and lick the wounds of long ago. We open up one painful memory and then a sudden flood of other unpleasant memories comes rushing in. And downward spiral we go.

We spend most of our time entertaining our bitterness, pains and disappointments of yesterday. We even spend countless hours just imagining the day we will get our vindication or even vengeance from past hurts. As we waste our time dwelling in our past, our present is wasted as well. And the sad thing is that our today is our tomorrow’s yesterday. Wasting the present now is just adding up to our wasted past. And the vicious cycle continues.

Many of us are also so anxious about our future. While our bodies reside in the present moment, our mind has time traveled years from now. We spend much time being worried and gloomy to things that has not happened yet. We are so absorbed in the “What Ifs” that we forget the “What’s now?”

Our present also affects our future very much. To have a better tomorrow is to have a better today. Our actions today will greatly affect our future, good or bad. To waste your time today being anxious about tomorrow is to waste the opportunity to improve your tomorrow.

To live life is to live in the present moment. The past is dead and the future is yet unborn. The key to healing the past and having a hopeful future lies to what you will decide to do NOW. Now is the only thing we really got. If you waste the present moment by dwelling in the past or being anxious about the future, you end up losing everything.

The past belongs to God’s mercy, the future to His Providence and the present to His Love. To live in the present moment is to accept and experience God’s love here and now.

Today is your tomorrow’s past.

The way you live today will make your tomorrow better or bitter.

Today is where you are.

Are you there?

  When the world says, "Give up," Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."

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12 days...

17 years of existence i have faced a lot of obstacles and  problems that had taught me a lot of things and made me learn from my previous mistakes. I enjoy those things that i encounter as my life goes on. Be it good or bad, I know that all of these are part of life and I know that this is the reason why I'm bravely standing here. 

12 days from now, I'm already at my legal age. I'm not into the usual fabulous celebration of my 18th Birthday. All i want is to be with the people who loves me and the people I love the most, My family, Friends and my especial someone. Just simply go to church, eat with them and spend the whole day with them, for me that's the perfect celebration. I don't need a fabulous and gorgeous celebration just for it. My goals and dreams are more important for me than that. but if you'll gonna ask me what I want receive on my Birthday and if its not much to ask I really want a brand new luxury car of my own, a peaceful home, a multi-national company and someone like Nick Carter to be with me forever. HAHAHA. kidding aside, all i really want is a peaceful and happy life with my mom and brother. <3